Back to KL...

I have just back to KL yesterday. This is a long and also a journey which is full of tear for me... U may say i have growth up, cannot always like tis, but to be separated from family come to here really is not easy for me! I'm a person who are very depand on my family. Family almost is everything for me. Before this i have never reliase, now i knew it. When think back the morning milk that mum prepare in every morning when i'm at home, my tear uncontrolablely fall down when i saw sister was preparing the same thing me. It is just like what mum prepare for me on yesterday morning. It is warm, just like mother's hand, warm and protectful. Mum, I miss you so much, I love You... I want to say thank you to you because you are my mum my dearest mum...Mum~

U life~

Another 4 day I have to back to KL again... Why the time for me to back home always so short de? I feel like i just came back from KL yesterday than few days again I have to back to KL again. My life is just waiting for waiting to go back to my hometown. Everytime before i back to Sibu, I'll buy my family a lot of presents. Sometime i also think, that is not necessary for them, what they happy to see is I'm back. Or you also can say I like shopping and that is the reason that I give to myself to make myself feel better when shopping and spending money. Next time when I back i'll still buy something for my family!Haha!

Come to my new U life, should I say i have get ready or just i think i have get ready?! I'm worring whether i can do my degree well or not... I am very sure I'll miss my mum when i get back to KL but nevermind, mu sister is waiting me at KL and my mum will come to KL on this coming August so no worry lo... haha

Everyone, I love U~

This is what i have baked last week(for my mum and she like it also^^), it name "melt in ur mouth". However, it actually woun't melt in ur mouth but are crunchy. Hahahaha.... Actually nice also^_^ For new ppl it is not bad liao. Baking actually is not that easy and not like what u think it should be. When come to real baking all things change... U woun't be that machanical like what u have planned before. My mum helps a lot when i'm baking. Em... actually can say the cookies is my mum baked. haha... I think ont only me, for all daugher when come to kitchen work, sure up of half of the work was done by their Mum, am i right? Sure!
I like cooking but i hate cleaning job! It is really bad so i don't like it. But work for my family, i'll do it also la... Because i'm a good girl! xD
I have to say thank You to my mum because of her, I learn to forgive and tolerante with the environment and the ppl around me and i also enjoy a lot of nice food. I have to say thank Q to my dad because he took time to drive back from Bindulu (he is having his work at there for this few month) to accompany me. I have to say thank Q to my 2nd brother because when i'm lazy to do somethings he always help me to do it and he also always telling joke to make me laugth. I have to thanks my big brother because he "belanja" me to eat Pizza Hut today and and he has spent a lot of money to bougth nice food for me. I have to say thank Q to my sister because she allows me to use her Credit Card.
Thanks for all to my family! I love u all...
About the cookies, it is quite simple and the ingredient are only few things. If anyone of u like it i can poss the recipe for u all.



This is what my mum bake for me, very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe i'll miss it when i back to KL... ...

Im Yours - Jason Mraz

This song vey nice leh... i like tis song very much actually.
I'm finding tis song for long time but always lazy to download, so until now only very free to download it.
I get to know tis song because my last housemate... He always play tis song when he is free and i also like it. Just want to say thanks to them(Lunch & Dinner).

Mother's Day?!

If u ask me, how I celebrate Mother's day with my mum. What I can tell u is I actually didn't celebrate it... ... Why? I also want to know why... ...
Today is mother's day but i had only saw my mum for 1 hour in the afternoon...
She is very busy and have no time for me...
Today I bake sushi and cake for her, but she have no time to enjoy that with we all. I feel like i do everything, but no ppl know that... ... No ppl are give me praise on that... ... Why it is going to be like that?

Mum very busy, she have no time for me even for 5 minutes... I hav been rush back from KL for this mother's day on my holiday, but... ...
I have plan tis mother's day since 1 mth before but it looks like no use at this moment. I plan to have a bbQ party, take family photo, have cake and a lot again...
Since yesterday morning, I went market with my mum and brother than we go for b'st together. We come back home after b'st and I started to prepare lunch for family. She went out with my aunt for a while(she said) and before that she promise me she'll back to have lunch with we all...but finally she not... mum back on 6pm. When come back after took bath, she went for dinner outside. What i prepared, she have no time to have a taste and even look on that. I have nothing to say... just keep silent.

Chocolate cake that i bake =.=




Today, my mum went out in the early morning for some matter and she also promised me she will back before lunch to prepare lunch for me, but later in the noon, there is just a call for me from mum to inform me that she have no time to come back, she'll having lunch with my aunties outside. She's calling to inform me, but i have prepared the lunch and are waiting for her. (=.=)Finally i have beed disappointed once again... Afternoon i am having lunch with my other family members beside my mum. Later when she back from lunch, she rushly took a bath and than went out to grandparent's house for Mother's Day dinner. I have no mood to pass her the Mother's day present that i bought from KL. I just keep silent and watching tv. I really been hurt... deeply hurt! What's that? Mother's day?! She'll never know she hurt me deeply on this Mother's day...
Time! What is that? Why ppl have no time? Why my mum have no time for me? Why my mother's day have no mum beside?

1st Day at Home~~

Today is 1st day i at home. This is first time i feld that life can be that simple~ Wake up in the morning, read news, eat b'st, enjoy tv programmes, take lunch, take afternoon nap, eat "dim sam", take dinner, take bath, enjoy air-con, eat mum baked cake and chat with my dearest mum in the reading room....^_^v.nice life~I come back, family member was the happiest ppl, mum prepare a lot of food for me, just like last night, i once i had reach home, even mum just had finish bathing, she still warm up all the food that she had prepare earlier and that's all for me... so warm into the buttom of my heart! Actually, see all my family happy and healthy are enough for me.... nothings can be that more for me, and u also, am i right?
I really enjoy the life with family...FAMILY stands for---
FAther, Mother I Love You!(quote from my sister's fren--Selina)
Tis is what i ate for my dinner~ nice!

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Family is the most important thing in my life, family support me, give me love, protection, listen to me, forgive me, and give me everythings in my life!
Mother's day is around the corner, everyone a ready to celebrate it by preparing a party for their mum, but what actually our mum want? "Mum, what should i do to make u happy?"
i always asking myself this Q, but i had naver found the answer, or I can say I had got a lot of answer.

Finally i'm home~

i had back to my hometown-----SIBU, today.... it is really a long journey! i take 9hrs to reach home from kl, take taxi, bus,flight and car! Terrible! From Bukit Bintang,KL-->KL Central--> LCCT-->Bintulu(S'wak)-->Sibu(My house)...see my family FINALLY! Tired! Really tired! that's what i can say! Hihi... but happy to be at home now! v.happy!(want go watch tv, so... will be continue tomoro... long story again~)